I was feeling so down for the past few weeks, shall I say.
I don't know why. I don't usually think of the reason anymore since I go thru this stage almost every month.
It's not that it's my time of the month (you know what I mean), I guess my E.Q is just but far from my I.Q.
Everything seemed to go against me.
I understand the reasons of those people turning their backs on me.
But, it still hurts since I failed them. Maybe, I failed myself too.
It's not that I don't appreciate what they've done for me.
I did appreciate it down to my bones, but there are just things that can be simply explained but the truth is it means more than the words used.
Now. It feels so empty not having anyone who cares.
Who spoils me and give or do what I ask.
I know that in time, they'll accept me back.
I owe them for so many things, but it feels like I payed them back with disappointments.
I miss my brothers.
Alot.
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